it's kind of a big deal... it determines everything.
it's not to be taken lightly...
but apparently it was.
i prayed and i prayed...
i read to myself... i read aloud...
i didn't see anyone beside me,
and there is nothing worse than being alone...
but then...
i saw hope in the form of an angel.
i guess i can blame myself for her disappearance.
i let it slide... and it slid quick.
in all of this, i have seen nothing.
i can't do it alone. i wasn't meant to do it alone.
no one on this earth was meant to do it alone.
this whole christian thing... it's just a little too much for most to handle.
i can't handle it either.
i don't feel like it.
it isn't convenient.
i don't have time for this...
but then i saw someone... right beside me.
they were beside me all along.
i don't need anyone else.
i have my Jesus...
and He is all i need.
so now... i'm going to keep going.
i might just leave everyone behind...
so i'm apologizing right now.
i love you all.
Jesus loves you more.
but we're doing this together.
He's already covered a lot of ground...
so i've got a lot to do if i want to catch up.
i love Him.
we're going to be okay.
